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brittlepin ([personal profile] brittlepin) wrote2015-08-14 10:22 am

Progression (i/iii)

Title: Progression
Rating: G
Pairing: Luhan/Sehun, Jongin/Sehun
Length: 700 words
Summary: Hi. I'm Sehun. I'm sad and a little broken.
Warning: (highlight to read, but better if you don't) unmentioned terminal illness
A/N: Not something I've done before and will probably never do again. Searching for images, editing and working on them took up a lot of time. More than I thought it would. This fic is really, really special to me. I worked on it in writing and in art work, which is something I never thought I would ever do. (I'm limited in talents ok ;; don't judge me too harshly ;;)

I strongly suggest reading this story on a PC because the different fonts might not be seen on a phone.
Also, do wait for the images to load ^^ Don't worry though, they're not high resolution so they should load quickly!
I'd also suggest listening to the track "Silent Partner" by Ether which inspired this. Whatever this is...





Progression: Yesterday




My therapist gave this to me. To write in.
I'm not a writer.
Here goes nothing.
























Hi. I’m Sehun.
I’m sad and a little broken.
I don’t want to die.












This is Luhan.
He is yesterday.

















Luhan is tangerines.
He is dreams - sweet and salty. Pine and mint.
Luhan says I’m the best thing that ever happened to him.






















Luhan always asks me

But all I know is how to die without dying.











Luhan is yesterday. Yesterday means past. Past means gone. Just like Luhan.




Luhan was.
Past tense.

He was sweet tangerines, pine and mint. I was the best thing that ever happened to him. He told me to live, even though he knew we were both dying.

























This is the place he took his last breath.
I’m scared it will be mine too.



























Luhan loved me. I love him.
Past and present.
I love him but I don’t want to die.
I want to stop loving him but I don’t want my heart to stop beating.











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